I kinda want to go to comic con

Only to remind myself that I'm not insane like most of the attendees.

I went to the one in Seattle in March and that was small but good enough for me. I just want to visit California so I want to go to the San Diego one. But I wouldn't be able to stand the heat and crowd.

For the same reasons I want to go to Comiket but not really bc it's hot and crowded.

Since I'm rather busy this summer, I can't really watch all the interesting anime and even if I did, my time and love dedicated to fandoms is slowly decreasing anyways. Sometimes I feel like I only watch and read things just to let time pass by. Most of the time things go straight through my head and I wouldn't remember much of it unless it hit me somehow emotionally. Maybe I really need to be super picky about what to watch and read during my limited free time.