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Jun. 13th, 2014 03:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
madscientistoi hate hearing about people from church!!
my mom always get some news from people in church over phone or meeting or whatever. And almost always, she tells me about what kids my age are doing.
Some kids are graduating this year and some plans to go to grad/med school. And some families are doing quite well and all that. I don't want to hear any of that.
I don't care about all those people. I don't. They never talk to me and I never talk to them personally so it's better for me not to hear about those people's lives. Yeah, they're people in my church and I should kinda care for them, but I don't care about them.
I feel like I'm being pressured into getting good jobs and all that after graduation but I really have no confidence. I don't have confidence in myself. I don't want to disappoint my family who supported me so much but I really don't have anything to be proud of.
How am I supposed grow up....someone tell me~
my mom always get some news from people in church over phone or meeting or whatever. And almost always, she tells me about what kids my age are doing.
Some kids are graduating this year and some plans to go to grad/med school. And some families are doing quite well and all that. I don't want to hear any of that.
I don't care about all those people. I don't. They never talk to me and I never talk to them personally so it's better for me not to hear about those people's lives. Yeah, they're people in my church and I should kinda care for them, but I don't care about them.
I feel like I'm being pressured into getting good jobs and all that after graduation but I really have no confidence. I don't have confidence in myself. I don't want to disappoint my family who supported me so much but I really don't have anything to be proud of.
How am I supposed grow up....someone tell me~